Free Yourself

• 2012-05-19 0 notes

  i believe the reason
  that i’m so numb to pain
  is because i’ve tasted
  blood in my mouth
  from my infancy.
  perhaps i just assume
  that a little wounding
  is commonplace.

• 2012-05-15 0 notes

  Why is it that I just want to yell in your face “I FUCKING LOVE YOU.” it’s kind of fucking nasty and is grossing me out.

• 2012-05-12 1 note

  My Day Before Prom

  So Chad and I go to the beach straight after school and wait for Leigha, Jeremy and Mitchell. I see theyre drunk and I forgot about my half gallon of whiskey in the back I left in Mitchell’s car. So I walked to Wesco with Leigha’s hott drunk ass then gotten some chaser and walked back to the beach. I forgot to buy a screen for Mitchell’s new steam roller I bought him since Leigha gotten drunk the day before and lost that one too. So Stephen Quifer comes up and I took his puppy stuck it down my shirt and demanded him take me to ags and we bought three screens.

  Later on that night Mitchell and I have sex in the bed we made a week ago in his back seat for the second time ever. Afterwards we drive to leigha’s and Chad and Ashley needed a ride to the beach. I told Mitchell no were aren’t giving them a ride and were going to go and have sex. Mitchell told them yes so then we drive to his stupid ass fucking car and get pulled over close as fuck to our destination, may I remind you CHAD RUINS EVERYTHING. We have booze and weed in our car. We get pulled over and the cops asked us our ages “17, 17,17, 16.” They gave us a ticket and the cop at my window see’s the brown mother fucking bag we had our goddamn booze in. I told him as I’m still pretty fucking drunk “I think we got doritos and other munchies.” Like a dumbass.

  We have more sex then drive to Leigha’s. Nowwww, Jeremy and Leigha are fucking. Mitchell and I decided it would be a fan-motherfucking-tastic Idea to go skinny dipping. I went down to the car and Mitchell forgot towels and a phone so he goes upstairs, somehow convinces two literally FUCKING people to go with us. They stroll out to the car i turn my head and Leigha’s tits are on my window. We ride out to first curve. We start running and stripping our clothes off and run to the water. WE LIVE IN MICHIGAN. So were running around naked having a great time the boys start running away so Leigha and I steal their clothes. After we get our clothes we go backdown and we set out towels at random spots and practically have dry sex on them I didnt see Jeremy and Leigha were on my bed. So as I run naked yelling “THEY MIGHT BE ON OUR BED!” I turn and see Leigha and Jeremy naked I say “Oh.” Everyone can’t help but to laugh at this point.

  We drive away.

  We pass the cemetery and Leigha and I start freaking out make them go to the 1800 part. We steal a head stone and Drive away.

  We drop Jeremy and Leigha off at the school. We stay and almost have sex, someone next to us gets dropped off at their car, my ex walks by with his new girl. His mom says its time for him to go home since its 12:30. I cant find my shirt so I grab his sweatshirt and just wear that.

  Leigha and I went to bed woke up half way threw the night.

  GOOD ASS NIGHT.

• 2012-05-10 0 notes

  

  I bought this steam roller as a birthday present for my boyfriend. IM THE FUCKING BEST.

• 2012-05-08 110 notes

  Broken heart.: You Rose

  flawsstitchedwithgoodintentions:

  I fell through the cracks
  between your ribs and
  got lost in the darkness
  of your broken heart
  until the rays of sunlight
  came rushing through
  the eaves of your perpetual
  despair.
  I was the rain that broke
  the clouds, washing away
  your rooted sense of loss.
  I was the one who nurtured
  you into a fruiting tree,

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• 2012-04-30 3,254 notes

  

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  Swiper the fox

  I have never taken anyones virginity, and it’s weird I had taken Mitchells. I hated it for two days but I want to be with him now. I just dont want gentle “Love Making” I like the rough shit. A couple training sessions and he’ll get used to it. I’m falling for this kid pretty hard I realized it. I need to get my act together and stop being swiper the fox and moving the fuck on.

• 2012-04-29 0 notes

  My Virgin

  My virgin is no longer a virgin.

  I no longer like him.

• 2012-04-28 0 notes

  NO.

  I fucking hate it when you like someone and they decide they don’t want you in the same way. After you begin to move on they come back realizing on what they missed out on. Sorry but I have a good fucking thing I’m not trying to screw up, and I’m not going to leave you when you always hurt me, and for sure don’t deserve a second chance, when the most greatest guy is next to me and never hurt me at all. I’m not going to fuck people over the way I was fucked over because I know how painful everything is. You made me more aware of the consequences to my actions. I’m not fucking my happiness up to get laid

• 2012-04-26 0 notes

  Bye bye miss american pie,

  Drove my Chevy to the levy,

  but the levy was dry,

  and them good ole boys

  drinking whiskey and rye

  singin’ this’ll be the day that I’ll die

  this’ll be the day that I die.

  Source: Spotify

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  window-paine:

  1979// Smashing Pumpkins

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• 2012-04-22 17,504 notes

  

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  feral

  the days
  hold your
  arms and
  legs like
  weak currents
  slow time to
  a crawl

  we’re all
  the strangest
  kind of beasts

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  You’re not nothing.

  You have a gentle voice,
  that unfurls on your tongue
  and cascades from your lips;
  you’re breaking the silence
  on every timid whisper,
  and that silence knows you’re there—
  it feels you like a hurricane of sound.

  You’re not nothing.

  You have small hands,
  ones that build sandcastles
  that get swept from beaches,
  and fingers that paint words with ink
  on pages that wouldn’t be pages,
  and sand that wouldn’t be sandcastles,
  without you there.

  You’re not nothing.

  You have deep soft lungs,
  breathing in the coming winter air,
  drawing in shallow gulps in the night,
  each one screams with oxygen
  scrambling to escape the yawn
  and feeling the warmth
  that comes with carbon dioxide
  of dead bodies.

  You’re not nothing.

  You have cute little feet,
  that trail through the golden sands,
  and cast dust into the blue of the sky,
  with the brash steps you’re taking
  carelessly pacing
  across your bedroom floor
  tossing the tiny dancers into disarray,
  and into another place.

  You’re not nothing,
  and if you don’t believe that,
  you’ll just have to trust me.

• 2012-04-21 72,520 notes

  

  I have found this out the hard way. But at least I learned.

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  Source: undeadlife